A Disaster

It's like I thought yesterday- a disaster. They moved him to the intensive care unit again. His liver is not working, the kidneys are not functioning correct, cause of his diabetes and the bad blood circulation the wound in his right feet is not healing, an extremely aggressive Bacillus in the intestine, and now a blood poisoning, too. Oh, he is now centralvenously nourished.

When I talked with the doctors today, they told me, that they believe that he probably make it only a few days. Only if he has a lot of luck and survives the next five days, we maybe get the chance to take him home again, but only for that he can die here, in his home, in his bed. I stopped believing in miracles.

Es ist wie ich gestern schon dachte, ein Disaster. Sie haben ihn wieder auf die Intensivstation gebracht. Seine Leber arbeitet nicht, die Nieren funktionieren nicht richtig, aufgrund seiner Diabetis und der schlechten Blutzirkulation heilt die Wunde in seinem rechten Fuss nicht, ein extrem aggressiver Darmbazillus, und jetzt noch eine Blutvergiftung. Oh, er wird jetzt Zentralvenoes ernaehrt.

Als ich heute mit den Aerzten sprach sagten sie mir, dass sie glauben das er wahrscheinlich nur noch wenige Tage zu leben hat. Nur wenn er sehr viel Glueck hat, und die naechsten fuenf Tage ueberlebt, bekommen wir eventuell die Chance ihn nochmal nach Hause zu holen, aber nur dafuer das er wenigstens Zuhause und seinem Bett sterben kann. An Wunder habe ich aufgehoert zu glauben.

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[Jovy]

When you are tired and discouraged from fruitless efforts...
God knows how hard you have tried.
When you've cried so long and your heart is in anguish...
God has counted your tears.
If you feel that your life is on hold and time has passed you by...
God is waiting with you.
When you're lonely and your friends are too busy even for a phone call...
God is by your side.
When you think you've tried everything and don't know where to turn...
God has a solution.
When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated...
God has the answer.
If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope...
God has whispered to you.
When things are going well and you have much to be thankful for...
God has blessed you.
When something joyful happens and you are filled with awe...
God has smiled upon you.
When you have a purpose to fulfill and a dream to follow...
God has opened your eyes and called you by name.
Remember that wherever you are or whatever you are facing...
GOD KNOWS.

[Jovy]

Sometimes the waters get rough,
and it seems you might lose your way.
But whether in front, beside, or behind you,
I am with you every day.
So when it seems too much to handle,
Remember you can call my name.
I will always be right there for you,
Because I know you would do the same.
TAKE CARE & GOD BLESS ALWAYS>>>